What's The Big Deal With Pearl Thong

With a soul on the shoulder remains

some noise woke me, had to be loud, because it rescued me from sleep and brought to sitting on the bed in a second. I looked next to the bed and the other half was empty . She screamed at full volume its name.
Silence!
no response ...
My heart stopped completely and I can not determine whether and what I thought.
jumped out of bed, for a split second I imagined that maybe fell, fell somewhere on the other side, and something happened to him, ran around the bed.
No! Now I scared the whole started to shout:
- Magnificent where are you?! What happened ???!!!
Not at all came to me with shining a light in the kitchen and not even I looked on any clock, just I could not connect to any real facts around me. And the fear paralyzing
me so much that he could not run, so the mud flats toward the kitchen, calling out all the time:
- Baby where are you? Speak up!
At some point, the bathroom door opened and showed up in their head Magnificent.
- What happened? Did something happened to you? - asked confused.
first reaction uwiesilam August at his naked, namydlonym body and I began to cry terribly, and yet not having a clue what happened tried to comfort me, because I already was standing at my feet, everything in me quivered uncontrollably in some way, and she was shaking like jelly.
- But what happened? - inquired, stroking my face and wiping away tears, and I could not utter a word.
Calmed down just enough so as to unhook him and let him finish what interrupted shower.
I sat down on the couch in the livingroom and weeping.
the horror ...
The tax ... that nothing happened to him not to ... that is the whole and healthy ...
I just now saw that the clock showed 4:47 and so time for his daily bath before work. Both
do not know what happened, whence the roar, which he also heard, but trapped in a shower cabin with water not hear my cry, and the noise he could not really react, just as I preferred to "Speak in August," it went out in the state in which it was, because I thought it was me, something happened.
hours already passed, and I can not calm down. Everything in me shivering.
And now I know what scared the most ...
I fear life without him ...
And this is not the fear of loneliness, but I fear the lack of one man, whose love of life, the one with whom I am happy, the one who accepts me 100% so what I am and who has so much joy of life that he could shared among the big city and have been to.
I fear that one day I could not have ...